Character Drabbles
Feb. 28th, 2013 08:46 pmCharacter: Kensi
Today was my fifteenth birthday without my dad. At least when he was gone on a mission there was hope he would come back to me. When the MP’s told me he was dead, I wasn’t sure how I was supposed to keep going. I didn’t know if I wanted to live in a world that didn’t have my dad in it. But it’s been fifteen years and I’ve grown up a lot. I still miss him and I wish that he could be here now, but I think he would be proud of the person I have grown into.
Character: Deeks
I just don’t know how you get to the point in life where you don’t care that the people around you consider you easily replaceable or better yet don’t consider you at all. I laugh everything off because it’s easier than being pitied. I have had enough pity for three lifetimes. Just once I want to be someone’s first thought instead of everyone’s afterthought. I thought that it was different at NCIS. I guess I should just be happy that they don’t actively dislike me like at LAPD. I guess I just want someone to love me, not some alias.
Character: Callen
I worry that I am too close to my team. It happened so slowly that I didn’t realize I was coming to depend on them. I’m not used to depending on anyone. My whole life I have spent alone and after a while keeping my distance on purpose. Only to now I realise how ingrained each of them are in my life. I know that I will probably never have the answers to my past that I have searched for for so long. But knowing that my team who is also my family is here with me lessens the ache.
Character: Gibbs
They all have something in common. They have all been taken for granted too much in their short lives. They think that they hide it well and maybe from others they do, but to me it’s written plainly on their faces. ‘My kids’ haven’t had the easiest of lives, but I think that they each bring something wonderful to the team. Back when Kate started I thought I wanted them to learn to be like me. I’ve realized in the last few years that they have to make their own rules. They have to learn how to trust in themselves.
Today was my fifteenth birthday without my dad. At least when he was gone on a mission there was hope he would come back to me. When the MP’s told me he was dead, I wasn’t sure how I was supposed to keep going. I didn’t know if I wanted to live in a world that didn’t have my dad in it. But it’s been fifteen years and I’ve grown up a lot. I still miss him and I wish that he could be here now, but I think he would be proud of the person I have grown into.
Character: Deeks
I just don’t know how you get to the point in life where you don’t care that the people around you consider you easily replaceable or better yet don’t consider you at all. I laugh everything off because it’s easier than being pitied. I have had enough pity for three lifetimes. Just once I want to be someone’s first thought instead of everyone’s afterthought. I thought that it was different at NCIS. I guess I should just be happy that they don’t actively dislike me like at LAPD. I guess I just want someone to love me, not some alias.
Character: Callen
I worry that I am too close to my team. It happened so slowly that I didn’t realize I was coming to depend on them. I’m not used to depending on anyone. My whole life I have spent alone and after a while keeping my distance on purpose. Only to now I realise how ingrained each of them are in my life. I know that I will probably never have the answers to my past that I have searched for for so long. But knowing that my team who is also my family is here with me lessens the ache.
Character: Gibbs
They all have something in common. They have all been taken for granted too much in their short lives. They think that they hide it well and maybe from others they do, but to me it’s written plainly on their faces. ‘My kids’ haven’t had the easiest of lives, but I think that they each bring something wonderful to the team. Back when Kate started I thought I wanted them to learn to be like me. I’ve realized in the last few years that they have to make their own rules. They have to learn how to trust in themselves.
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